Eternal grand bodies of water divide

Dearest reader,

here i am at another cross road.

the last few weeks have been wonderful, it’s hard to sumerize.
i have so many photos and not any uploaded yet from NZ; so i’m going to work on that tonight and get around to tomorrow.

suzanne and lotta have left to go back to NL. It was fun traveling with them, and quite a learning/growing experience.

being on the road with a van is great; and starting tomorrow i’m going to be traveling alone in my new “bed with wheels” for at least several weeks leading into kiwi burn.

Dearest reader,

here i am at another cross road.

the last few weeks have been wonderful, it’s hard to sumerize.
i have so many photos and not any uploaded yet from NZ; so i’m going to work on that tonight and get around to tomorrow.

suzanne and lotta have left to go back to NL. It was fun traveling with them, and quite a learning/growing experience.

being on the road with a van is great; and starting tomorrow i’m going to be traveling alone in my new “bed with wheels” for at least several weeks leading into kiwi burn.

in case it wasn’t obvious already, NZ is gorgeous, and every new place i enter is like a grand new kingdom of precious earth, timeless ancient wisdom, contained energy of untainted nature, crystal blues in unearthly shades, water so pure its better than any spring water.

skinny dips, fire on the beach, penguins on the coast, transparent blues, deep greens, just lovely.

i’ve finished the seth book; and its given me huge insights into new levels. this book has given me the necessary self-insight i required to link all my previous experiences together into a cohesive web of understanding. combined with my new unquestioned trust in life; this new awakening of self has added a new found conviction relating to consciousness and its eternalness. I no longer view things in previously limited ways, and I now know that my own present self is but a mere aspect of my true being. most importantly, i no longer fear death in the slightest, and i’m now aware on a much more conscious level how true it is that one directly affects, or really creates, their own entire reality-experience.

since this all seems probably very out-of-context for most of you [its all very abstract reading about someones life via a blog] – it might all seem wishy-washy – unless i suppose you have also felt [feel] the same about things as I do.

I’m happy, incredibly so; and honestly it really doesn’t matter if i have a roof over my head or money in my pocket, my happiness is detached from all these things. i’m very content.

the ‘purpose’ i was so desperately seeking is for now, less important, i’m focussing on things as they need dealing with, and i’m doing my best to remain sharp, fair, and smart about my undertakings.

i still want to partake in activities that are for some “greater good” but its not something that is as difficult to deal with as it has been in the preceding weeks/months.

today i drove through a very dry area [after weeks of rain] between two of the most huge and beautiful lakes i have ever seen… amazing. [and NO sandflies here! youpie!]

last week suzanne, richard and i did the Copland track; that was 14km to hot pools and back, and it was also incredible. i was very proud of suzanne since she has been dealing with knee problems and she did very well with no real post-knee issues to speak of – she gets a huge prop for that!

in two days i’m off on another multi-day trek [route burn], this time its less, only 36km vs the 85km i did on the heaphy. then its scuba diving and kayaking in the ice-burg carved fjord lands!

with love,

sebastian.
p.s. helen you had better be getting my emails!

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